Chapter 6.

The direct message was from


FATMA.


La 7ilfay?
ma9dgt 3la allah?
how pathetic?=))
anyway let me see what she wants.


-FbaAlX: Ahlaan:*
-FbaAlX: 3rfteni?
-FayAlX: Ahlaain, ee 3raftich;p
-FbaAlX: a5barch?
And we kept chatting until midnight!
She also kept flirting and stuff but I ignored her for sure .. And then I got tired and told her that I was going to sleep.


Yes and I forgot to tell you, fatma is a tomboy and she's totally screwed & she's a "player"  that's why I don't like her.


FayAlX: sorry but I have to  go to sleep now, I'm really tired had a nice talk with you good night fatma<3.
FbaAlX: la 7bebty 3ady, t9b7en 3la 5er:*
FayAlX: wenti min ahl el5eer.



I locked my phone, & drifted to sleep instantly..

The next morning I woke up.
I had a direct message in twitter,
And ofcourse it was from fatma m7d m36eny wayh f twitter '3erha :(=D.


I checked the dm.


-FbaAlX: 9ba7 el5eer ya 7lwa:*

Ya 7lwa? Aha zen gltely walla twny drait <:)>

I ignored her and tweeted
" Good morning lovelies, Rise and shine<3"

Fatma dmed me again.:)
FbaAlX: shd3wa 3ad 36ena wayh tswen tweets w matrden;p
FayAlX: ma shfta!

it was the morning ya3ny I was really pissed makan ly 5elgha abaad!
She replied, ya fr7ty!:)

FbaAlX: ya5i amoot 3lthgel ana <3


Eww ok, you disgust me fatma!!

FayAlX: I have to go to get ready for school, will talk to you later.
FbaAlX: Add me on bbm: 29****46


I added her in bbm and headed out to school.

Nouf was still at her depression
or trying to move on by the stupid things that shes doing.
If she thought that the idea of changing would help her to move on and forget?
well then she's definitely wrong!
anyway I'm going to find out later
everything from this lovely fatma :D!



The day passed by very slow,
and it was just like the old routine..
nothing new!


when I got back home
I went to nouf's room
she was laying in bed
and chatting in her blackberry with her headphones on!


"Nouf 7abebty" I said
"Hala fayo taben shay?" she faked a smile I could tell.
"La abad bs I need to talk to you" I said.
"Mhm about?" she asked
"Your behavior and everything you've been doing after my parents death" I replied
" I don't wanna talk about it" she sighed.
A tear escaped from nouf's eyes..
I grabbed her and hugged her tight


" If you need to talk to someone just tell me, I'm your sister and
 I've been through the same thing as you I will understand trust me and
 I will always be there for you no matter what" I said
"Thanks I know" She smiled.
"Nouf the stupid things your doing won't get you anywhere especially
your new screwed friends they will destroy you and yo-" before I could continue what I was saying ..
Nouf interrupted  and said
"Rb3y malech sh'3l fehm w I will do whatever I want" she raised an eyebrow!
Typical nouf her mood changes
in a second like literally a second
and I always hated that about her!!:)


Anyway I went to my room
& studied for my biology quiz tomorrow, for almost an hour and then I felt sleepy
It was 12Pm,
So I thought of grabbing a midnight snack before sleeping,
When I went downstairs
I couldn't help but notice that
nouf was dressed up
Its like she was going outside?
And wait what is she wearing?
She looks like just fatma or like a GUY.
Navy blue polo shirt and a short with toms shoes?
Since when?


"Shlabsa enty?
Lykon g9o 3laich rb3ch a5e!" I laughed
"Mu sh'3lch sh3rfch flstyle enti?" she said
"style? g9dch tomboys style? trany mu habla w a3rf hal5rabe6" I said
"Chub zen kaify" she said
"ok, wen ray7a elshay5a f halLayl?" I asked
"t78ee8 ehwa?" she said
"7bebty at 12am you have to be at HOME mb twch t6l3en,
rules are rules rj3y '3urftch agool!" I said
" I don't care, rules were made to be broken sweet heart!" she winked and left


Iff iff iff min hlbnt!!
She's literally killing me!
where is she going?

Let me ask fatma aked t3rf.
I bbmed her.


-FayAlX: Hey fatma, can I ask you something?
-FbaAlX: yes, I'm still single lat5afen!;)

mz7ha thgeel w 5ays nfs wayha:*

-FayAlX: good to know.. anyway, do you have any idea wen nouf ray7a?
w please don't tell her that I asked.
-FbaAlX: SHIT! ra7aat ma9dg nouf ambaaih!
-FayAlX: laish sh9aayer fatma tklmaay!:O
-FbaAlX: call me bsr3a 666*****

I instantly called her.

"Haa fatma sh9aayer bsr3a gooly" I said
"walla mo 9ayr shay nouf 3ndy, bs Eshtgt L9outch
w this is the only way 3shan asm3a" she chuckled.

walla if she was in front of me I would've punched her in the face I SWEAR!

"shtswy 3ndch?" I tried to calm down.
" ma shay walla bs nsolf w smoking w
 shesha w b3d shwy bn6l3" she teased
"NAA3AAMM!! smoking? shesha? ween shnoo" I yelled
"calm down, I'm joking" she laughed.

3ady 3ady athb7ha.

"Bye fatma w 5ly balch 3la nouf" I said
"ahaa okay, w ana maley rab wela mat5afen 3lay;p?" she said
"7ata enty :)" I lied l2n kan wdy tmout a9lan.

I hung up &  then opened twitter and checked the requests




Shit!! hatha min ween 6laa3!:O

Chapter5.

I opened my eyes at 6a.m in the morning,
I took a deep breath and I went to the bathroom to take a shower and than got ready for school..
I wore my uniform, staightened my hair as usual, took my sweater,
my bag and applied some makeup just like the old routine.


I went downstairs to have breakfast, I noticed that nouf wasn't there.
I decided to ask janny ofcourse she knows,
she's the one who always wakes her up for school!
"janny, where's nouf?, and did you wake her up anyway?" I said.
She's in her room, yes I did but she was wide awake!" she replied.
"oh, ok!" I said.
I went upstairs to her room, knocked the door and I didn't get  replay so I entered
"Nouf!" I said.
"n3m?" she replied
"why didn't you get ready yet, we're going to be late for school!" I said
"Um inty al7en rou7y w let the driver drop you w yrd elbait 3shan ywadeny"she said
"Nouf, you're late already late" I said.
"Soo?" she replied and looked at the door which meant get out.

I got out of her room and went downstairs.
I finished my breakfast and I told the driver to start the car,

when I was on my way to school,
I opened my bbm checked the update,
and I gasped as I saw Nouf's personal message it was
" At Sara's *coffe*"
why is this lunatic is at her friend's house in the MORNING?
and why didn't she tell me? I'm the one who's responsible for her right now,
she must take my permession first before doing anything, and wait what about school?


I Decided to BBM her!
FayAlX: Laish mb flmdrsa?/:)
NA: w enty shd5lach?8-|

FayAlX: l2na I'm your big sister mthalan? And after our parents accident I'm the one who's responsible for you right now fa lazm you take my permission before doing anything fahma?! -I was so mad at her I wanted to come out of her screen and slap her!-
-NA:  YOU WISH:*
I left it an R, I'm hopeless!


Btw NA is Nouf's nickname in bbm and it stands for her name Nouf Ahmed.

When I reached school, and as soon as I enetered ..
everyone's eyes were glued on me!
the girls were staring at me like I'm a lost puppy, or my parents died of hunger or something like that, and others were giving me some pathetic smiles,
so I decided to ignore them, I headed to class,
since the bell rang like half an hour ago!
I was late, but the teacher didn't get mad at me, in fact she was smiling at me, cause you know of the accident..
Everyone was treating me differently,
I mean it like everyone even my friends, well except noor fdait'ha <3,
she understands me she knows that I dont like this, well who does anyway?,
 I honestly don't know what I was going to do without her!
Time passed by very slow the minutes felt like hours and the hours were like days,
when finally the bell rang and its time to go home!
I was hoping that my beloved sister Nouf is still in her room,
cause I'm so not in the mood for dealing with her right now.

I went to the car, arrived home,
 luckily nouf wasn't there so I went upstairs took a shower,
changed my clothes and made my hair into a messy bun, and went downstairs.
I had lunch and then I watched tv, I was tired so I decided to take a short nap!
I went upstairs and when I passed by nouf's room
I heard people talking and laughing ..
I knocked her door saying " Nouf?, can I come in?"
"Sure" she said!
I opened the door and I found a bunch of her "new friends" there!
So I said "Oh, i didn't know that you're having a company?" i tried not to yell and control my anger!
"now you know, and now you can leave" she said politely:)!
I left her room, I decided to not make a big deal about it
 since I don't wanna ruin my mood.
I went to my room, laid on my warm bed, I couldn't sleep,
 I started thinking about nouf and how did she change!
what if she stayed like this?, and its not just a matter of time!
ofcourse it is who am I kidding, she's nouf my sister el3agla,
maybe she changed cause she thought that her old routine will remind her of my parents?
 and she needed to move on?but not like that!
I think she needs to go to a therapist, so she'll help her to move on, and bring the old her back!
I really hope she agrees, I must convince her,
and therpiast is not that big of a deal, w its really good and for the normal people too, not just the crazy ones!
Everyone needs someone to talk too, someone that actually understands him!
& know the reasons before he judges, and thats exactly what the therpiasts do.

Anyway I set the alarm on 5Pm, and I finally went to sleep!
When I woke up, I decided to go to the library cause I needed some school stuff,
I went to the bathroomm did my hair and changed my clothes, and went to nouf's room.
I knocked the door, she didn't answer so I opened it saying "nouf,
 I'm going to the library, do you need anything?"
Her headphones were on, she saw me but she totally ignored my existence!

I left her room, and went downstairs.
I told the driver to start the car,
I changed my personal message to "Out-yawn-"
and I was on my way to the library!
Nour BBMed me in like a minute!

Nour: yal5ayna 6al3a bdouny?:o
FayALX: 7sasteni =)), ray7a elmaktba!
Nour: aha b3d,zen thakarteny ana b3d aby arou7!
FayALX: Tben amrich?
Nour: okay!
so I told the driver to go to nour's house, 6ab3an kal3ada t7al6am ena why I didn't tell him in the first place!
I BMMed nour.
FayALX: PING!!!
FayALX: Yalla get out 9arly sa3a an6rich!
Nour: Liar, ana bra3 -_-
Fay:ALX: Hhh ilmhm ina grabna:p!
Nour: il25t lazm tn6rny ..
Fay: gilteha lazm ;p

So I arrived, Nour entered the car!
And as usual she told the driver y76 BH Fm which is her favorite radio station!
we chatted, gossiped and laughed until we reached the library!
As soon as we arrived both of us went there and grabbed a basket and
started out mission on getting what we want for school!
I've always hated school shopping it sucks and very depressing,
 I like the normal shopping much more!
Anyway so we finished and went to the car!
"Fayoo, I'm bored shraych n6la3?" she said
"La nour klish maly 5lg:(" I said
"Please fayoo 9arly fatra mu 6al3a" she gave me her puppy face look!
"oh no, not the puppy face!" I laughed
"Yes, the puppy face my innocent and very convincing weapon" she laughed!
"ok, bs wain? vee w they closed it :(" I said
"let's go and have dinner at lagoona?" she said
"umm okay why not" I said
so I told the driver to go to lagoona!
we arrived, I tweeted "At Lagoona with @NourAlX *beer*<3"
When we got there, we shopped a little bit and then we decided to eat cause i was starving!
It was 7 so it wasn't that early to eat dinner!
so we went to the restaurant, we ordered the food,
there were some girl staring at me, like seriously I hate it when someone stares!
"shfeeha thy i6al3ich mn msa3a? t3rfenha?" nour asked!
I pretended that I didn't notice.
" Ha min tg9den mashouf 7d y6al3?" I replied.
" Eli hnak ga3da, bs don't look, min awl ma dshaina w she didn't take her eyes off you" she said
so I looked at her, and she smiled!
"Mt2kda ench mat3rfenha?" nour raised an eyebrow!
her face was so familiar..
umm who is she?
Ohh wait!
Shit! how didn't I recognize her!
"Ee, a3rfha 9a7 hay one of nouf's friends!" I said
"since when nouf had friends like this?" she was shocked and worried at the same time!
"oh you have no idea, don't ask me"I Said.
I smiled at the girl back as a compliment.
but deep down I wanted to punch her in the face
for hanging out with my sister and making her like this!
"Laykon nawya 3laich hathy =))" she teased
"waa3 nour latlaw3en chbdi brou7y ma7b
swalf elbnat w 5rabe6hm" I complained
we continued chatting and joking..

And faj2aa nouf's friend, what ever her name was,
was coming toward us!
I hoped, prayed and everything that she wasn't really coming for us!
And sadly she was coming!

"Hala fay" she was grinning
"Ahlaain" I faked a smile.
"3rafteny?" she asked
"ee you're one of nouf's friends 97?" I replied.
"97aain, esmy fatma btw" she said

seriously shtaben a7en? shsawy etha esmch fatma wla sbeecha
 I really don't care, just fu** off y3ny!

Nour coughed,
I laughed cause we totally forgot about her.
"ee 9a7 nour this is fatma one of nouf's friends" I said.
ilmhm fatma slmat w ra7at!
wait I forgot to tell you,

fatma is a tomboy! she's one of my sister's "new b*tchy friends" And all of them are PERVERTS! :)
Anyway the order was ready, so we ate, and when we finished we got out and I called the driver and told him to come to the door, we entered the car, I dropped nour!
She tweeted "Had fun with @FayAlX, really missed those days  when we used to hang out almost everyday."
I Quote-tweeted her and wrote "me too!"
I arrived home, I asked janny if nouf had dinner,
she said that she didn't, so I was worried cause that little monster never miss a meal!
I went upstairs knocked her door saying "Nouf, can I come in?"
"sure" she said.
"Laish ma t3ashaity?" I said
" I ordered from mac!" she said
"Ee okay" I said
She's always eating fast food these days,
I hope she doesn't get fat, well who am I kidding? she's the kind of person who eats like an elephant and never gets fat! lucky her I must say!:p

I went to my room, wore my pj's and I layed on my bed.
I BBMed some of my friends, them I decided to open twitter from the lap..
I found few requests!
And guess what?
Oh yea, I had a request from "her"
And I bet that you knew who's her,


FATMA!


Nouf's friend!
I quickly BMMed nour!
FayALX: PING!!!
FayALX:PING!!!
Nour: stop it!, km mra gltlch don't ping me? uhh!
FayALX: madry a7s ena I have to!:D
Nour:ok what do you want now?l2n I'll sleep!
FayALX: guess who followed me on twitter?:)
Nour: Um fatma?
FayALX: bsmla shdrach!:o ee fatma ll2sf..
Nour: :its obvious y3ny mn '3airha!
FayALX:okay aswy accep wla decline a7sn?
Nour: um accept but not today, tomorrow!
FayALX: why? what's the difference?:\
Nour: wayy fayo bs a7san ethglay shwy!
FayALX: my god nour she's not a guy LOL!, tra she's my sister's friend y3ni she knows that I don't like these stuff!
Nour: ell she acts like one, okay I didn't tell you get in a relationship with that pervert tara bs e7greha shwya=))
I decided to accept it and ignore nouf's stupid advice..
but first I stalked her since she wasn't protecting her tweets!

most of her tweets were conversations with her friends, poems and shits.
Just like a typical qatari, love poems or drama tweets!:D
But there was a tweet that grabbed my attention ...

She tweeted it as the exact same time when she saw us!
 the tweet was
 " ya 9dfa ajmal mn 5ayalat elg99, ya fr9a ajmal mn kl elfra9 <3"
AHA, she might go die now..
this girl has big dreams..

wtv let's not think about this,
she knows that I'm very close-minded about these things,
and look on the bright side
 if I accepted it and got close to fama,
 I'd know more about nouf's new friends and nouf!!
as soon as I accepted it,

I got a direct message..

It was from FATMA.

Chapter 4.

When I was just about to close my eyes, the door opened..
&I saw my best friend NOUR!!

"FAYOOO, I miss youuu!" She came to me&hugged me tight, I couldn't breath
but I also loved the feeling.<3

"Noour, I can't breath" I chuckled.
"Aw sorry :$ , w7shteeny shaswy" she said
"Mb m3nata tethb7eny!, w wrby enty akthr wainch 3ni!!:(" I said.
"Chub zen, twny draait walla w t3rfen b3d enty business w 7ala:(" she teased
"Ahaha s5efa.." I faked a laugh


Nour was trying to make me laugh, and forget about my parents, forget about everything
and just smile for a while.. but sadly she failed.


It has been 3 weeks now since my parents death!
Im still at my depression, I still cant believe it!
Nouf is still acting crazy w everyday 6al3tly eb new thing.

Nour visits me almost everyday,
She's always there for me,
I love her, I really do!
Shes the only one I can trust now,
the only one I can count on!


Tomorrow, I have to go to school,
To be honest, I miss going to school!
Well, ofcourse I don't miss the teachers neither studyding!
I miss the girls, my friends!
and so does Nouf she has to go to school,

Finals are coming up, we have to start studying!
specially me, while I'm in my senior year!:D


So I went to Nouf's room to tell her that she has to go to school tomorrow!!


"Nouf, You're going to school tomorrow NO EXCUSES!!" I ordered
"No, I won't!" She raised an eyebrow.
" Yes you're , its not optional sweetie!" I said.
"Ifff okay whatever, just stop nagging!!" she complained.

"Yea and go to the saloon and fix this mess!" I Said.
"What mess?"she asked.
"Ely brasch b3d shno" I laughed.
"Iff t9dgen nsaait" she chuckled.
"But its not that bad 97?"she asked.
"Ummmmm.... well, 9ra7a the word bad isn't enough a9lan" I laughed.
"Iff zen, I look cute a9lan" she rolled her eyes.


Nouf went to the saloon to get her hair fixed.
while i decided to go and watch tv!


 3 hours passed by, Nouf didn't come back yet.
I was worried, its just a haircut y3ny...
what took her so long?
I tried to call her but she didn't answer,
Careless nouf!



Just when I decided to go to sleep,
the door opened, it was Nouf!!
I was too busy texting, I didnt look at her .

Nouf came to me with a big smile on her face,

" How do I look?:D" she asked.
I looked at her with widened eyes,
She cut off her hair even more and she dip dyed it dark brown with navy highlights on the edges!!
"WHAT THEE.." I gasped.
"Aww do i look that good?"She teased
"YOU LUNATIC, who dyes his hair navy, you're unbelieveable!!"I yelled.
" I do" she sarcastically said.
I tried to calm down.
"Its fine.." I sighed
Nouf smiled.
" I see you went shopping too.." i looked at the shopping bags.
" Yup, I needed some new things."
"Ahaa okay."


Nouf headed to her room and I went to mine,
I started thinking about nouf's hair?
what is she going to do? be a tomboy?emo? or whats new?
Noway, she can't..
but wait let's look at the bright side,
 its better then it was before,
and its just a new look,
that doesn't mean that she'll change.. right? Well, I hope so!


Then I started to think about school,
I haven't seen my friends since a while,
Its going to be so awkward,
specially after my parents accident,
everyone will start looking at me like " Poor she" and these pathetic looks!

but having Nour at my side Im sure it will make everything better.
And then i got tired and drifted off to sleep at 10pm so I can wake up early tomorrow for school.

Chapter 3.

When I entered Nouf's room.
 

I didn't find her, so I quickly went to the bathroom,
I found her there, I was shocked!
I couldn't believe my eyes!!

I gasped " What happend!, ylmynouna enty shswaityy!

Nouf's hair was all over the floor,
she cut off most of her hair,
It was very short!


She looked like a BOY!
& her eyes were puffed and red obviously from crying!


I couldn't get her, why is she doing all of this!
its stupid and reckless!!
where did Nouf the nerdy girl go?
il3agla!! ifff.

"3ajbch shaklch a7en? 3ajbch!!" I sighed

She didn't even bother to look at me, she was too busy laughing
and texting her friends in her blackberry!



She's acting crazy these days,
Laughing? Seriously Nouf  your exams is coming soon,
and your holding your blackberry? Since when?
Hatha '3air en your parents just died!

"6l3y bra3 agool & next time knock gbl ltd5len, Fahmaa?" She said.


I was pretty shocked, Nouf used to be so nice and now shes like the
Rudest person alive?

"Bra7tch, bs 3dly isloubch 7bebty  tra ahly marbouch blshar3!"

I left her room hoping that she will be back, the nerdy nouf!!

I went downstairs, I found uncle Ali there.

"Hala 5aly shlounk?" I sighed.

"Ana tmaam ento shlounkm? waain nouf e5tch?"he said.

"Foug t3bana eb '3urftha" i replied.

"Aha , tra il3aza bykoun eb your grandmother house mu hny" he said.

"Oh ok, I'm not sure if I can come, 7ata nouf nfsyatha wayed t3bana!" I Said.
"Bra7tkm, I understand ena matgdroun aked hlshay
93b 3laikm mithl maho 93b 3laina w akthr,
you lost your parents,
fay if you  needed anything just let me know,
count me as your father!"
"thanks for understanding, w enshallah " I replied.

"Btw your aunt is going back to the US after a couple of days,
 slmo 3laiha, w im so sorry you
dont have anyone to fill your mother's place,
but if you need anything your
grandmother will always be there for you." he said

"Its okay, I know but dont worry, we're fine!" I lied.

I went back to my room, I opened my blackberry,
all the conversations were like

"3'9am allah ajrch, a5r ila7zan" and other bullshits!
I didn't answer any of them, I wasn't in the mood for it!


I was just about to close my eyes for a second but then the door opened..



I saw my best friend NOUR!!

Chapter 2

"unfortunately, yes it is true" I replied as tears we're falling from my eyes.
"how could you hide this from me ?" She yelled
"I'm sorry, I swear I was going to tell you, I just didn't know how!" I Said

Nouf was sopping and she went running to her room!
I followed her to her room!
i didn't even bother to knock the door, I entered right away, hugged her tight.
"please tell me this is just a dream fay, please!!" she beggged.
"Oh I wish" I replied while wiping her tears.
"Its going to be alright Noufo, i swear we just have to be strong to get through this" I said.
" I can't fay, I just can't my dad is my life, I adore him, ugh this is so hard, fay leave me alone please I need to think" She said

Before I left I hugged her saying "Nouf, I know this is hard for you to handle Its hard for all of us, don't you think i love my parents too? ofcourse I do, I'm just trying to accept the fact that they're dead now, and the only way to tell them that I love them right now is by praying for them and moving on doesn't mean forgetting them!" i said and left the room.
I could tell that she was still crying her eyes out.


*Nouf's side*

When I first knew about my parents death..
 I couldn't believe what I heard,
 I mean those words were like knifes to me,
 stabbing me in the back!
, I gasped I was speechless I ran to fay's room

I didn't know what to do, who to tell,
all I knew is that my life was over,
 Myy dad is dead, he meant the world to me,
this is too much to handle I swear,
a girl at my age should be having fun right now going out or something,
not losing her parents!
Oh my god, god help me, i kept praying.


Even though I knew myself, I knew that I will end up screwed,
that is what always happens when something bad happens to me,
but everytime dad was there to help me!
 get through it, get through everything,

I already miss him, I miss him so much, I cried my self to sleep that night,
it was just like a nightmare to me."



Back to fay's side.

My phone started ringing when i picked it up it was my grandmother..
she said that we can't live in home alone,
5ayfa 3laina w mb 7lwa.
I told her that it was totally ok and I'm mature enough,
 and I can take responsibility for the house and Nouf " I lied!
I can't handle a baby crying how am i going to do this,
But I just didn't want to go anywhere else but home.
"As you like my dear, but if you wanted to come anytime you're welcome" she said
"Thank you" I replied.
I hung up, took a shower,
I was too tired so I drifted off  to sleep.


I woke up after half an hour at Nouf's voice,
she was screaming so hard, and i was so annoyed.
" NOW WHAT" I complained and went to her room,


I Gasped " WHAT HAPPEND!!"
"Noufoo ylmynounaa shswaityyy!!" I Yelled.

Chapter 1.

It would be later called one of the worst days of my life..

I was in the hospital with my uncles, aunts and grandma.
all of us looked miserable, all of us were hoping and praying for them to
wake up, to live again!

The Doctor came he looked disappointed,
"Mr.Ali, can I talk to you for a second?" he said.
"Yes of course, what happend Dr any good news?" my uncle replied.
The Dr sighed & said " Uh im afraid not, your sister & her husband passed away,
Im so sorry" he said.
"Ena Llah w ena elayh raj3oun .." he replied.

When my uncle came back..

 I ran to him and asked him if everything was okay?
" What happend? they're still alive right? "

I still had hope, or maybe I just didnt want to believe the
fact that they're dead now.
" I'm so sorry fay, but your parents passed away, allah yr7mhm.." he said.

The news were pretty shocking to me I couldn't believe it..
this is too much, I can't handle it!

Im too young to go through all of this!
How can they leave us like this? This is not possible, how will I live?
My parents were my everything .
Oh my lord , why is this happening to me?
I cried, I cried a lot.
but what about my sister? my only sister Nouf ?
Daddys little girl? what is she going to do when she hears the news?
that is if she didnt know yet.
im sure she will break down.

My Grandma came to me and hugged me tight.
"7bebty fay stop crying, crying won't do anything right now, ely 9ar 9ar please fay
you're breaking my heart" She said.
"But grandma I can't control myself, you know how much i love them, I dont know
how I'll live without them" I replied.
"Everything is going to be just fine, dont worry" she said.
" I hope so " I sighed.

When I reached home, I saw Nouf there she was studying as usual...

So now me and my sister live alone in this house, great!:)

"Halaa bl7m9 wj3 ll7en tdrsen enty?" I said , trying to act like nothing happend I didnt know
when to tell her, or how to tell her asasn.

"uff fayo chub, shloun tbeny a9er doctor w arfa3 ras il7ub etha madrs, shno 3balch fashla ana nfsch?:D" She sarcastically said.

btw when she said  " il7ub" she meant my dad :')

" ya7yati enty, il lawyers a7sn min el doctors a9lan 5lch m3 drastch agoul" I faked a laugh.

I went to my room laid on my bed, couldn't sleep , that was expected 6b3n as usual I over thinked
everything and how will my life be after losing the closest people to me, 

we were like the perfect family, and everyone loved and cared for each other.

what will happen now?  am I the one whos responsible for everything now?  No, I don't want this.
& I eventually cried myself to sleep,
 hoping that it was a dream and nothing really happend
to my beloved parents.

I woke up next morning at 9am , i heard someone knocking the door.

"Ed5al" I said.
"9j ely sm3taa" Nouf said her eyes were full of tears, and they were begging me to deny..

Introduction.

 Hello there,

well we're two girls, and we would like to share a story with you.

so let me tell you a little summary about the story:
 its about a 17y/o girl called
fay and her little 15y/o sister. they lost their parents and their life completely changed,
 fay became very depressed and she refused to move on, while her sister decided to be a tombody
 thinking it was the only solution to get over what she was going through and it would solve
 everything, and also how did fay find the love of her life and where, but the question is will they last
together or not?
 
 Now let me introduce you to the characters:

Fay is the main character and the big sister. she has this beautiful long black wavy hair ,
big beautiful hazel eyes, pink big lips, average height, curvy body she was simply gorgeous.

Nouf  is the little sister, shes 15 y/o she has a black gorgeous medium-length hair, very thin,
 very short, dark brown eyes, dimples and small pink lips.. and no she's not tanned :p
Nour is fay's closest friend she tall , long dark brown straight silky hair, average weight.

& that is it these are the main characters the other ones you will get to know them in the story,
I hope you'll like the story and enjoy reading it.