chapter 12.

My heart started racing.
I kept reading this five letters word all over again.
I couldn't believe my eyes..
Did he just confess?
Or is he saying that he loves me as a friend?
oh my god, I so don't know anything about this shits.

God help me!!
What should I do??


NOUR!!
I bbm'ed nour.

But unfortunately she was sleeping.
But luckily I saw Fatma in the updates.
She's awake!:D
She has been loyal & such a good friend
For the past few weeks..
Of course I can trust her!<3


I instantly bbm'ed her!

FayAlX: Fa6ouom!!
FayAlX: PING!!!
FbaAlX: lbeeh?
FayAlX: I need to talk to you asap, are you free now? Aby at9l!!
FbaAlX: af'9elk afa 3lek bs , call me after 2 minutes len alga mukan hadyy!:p
FayAlX: Okk!

I called her after two minutes & told her about the whole situation.

"Huh tgolen shswy?" I asked her.

" Ana agoul ethglay 3leh shwya.. 3shan maygoul enk 5fefa w ktha" she said.

" Y3niii? Shswy a7en?" I said

" Golelh 7btk el3afya w next time know your limits please." She said

" Harsh!! Agoulch I feel the same way w tbeny afshlh?" I said

"Uf kefk etha mu 3ajbk klamy, why did you call me anyway." She sounded mad.

" A39ab, okay okay bgoula 7btk el3afya wala as2la in which way y3ni? Ymkn ka friends yg9d? Shdrach"

" Shnu 7b friends? Sh5bary wala klshy wa'97 y7bk 7ub, agoulk yala talk to him, w keep me updated ha!" She said

" Okay okay yala bye bklmch flbbm!"I said

" Okk " she sighed


What is wrong with her?
Shaklha mat7b hlswalf.
But wait she's a tomboy how come?
Uhh I don't know & I don't want to think about it too.
I'm sick of the drama!
Let me reply jassem.
& I decided to act dumb & stupid!:D

FayAlX: I love you too buddy!:D<3

JayAlX: Haha :p


Awkward!!!!!

I need to change the subject,
I HAVE TO!

FayAlX: so when are you planning to come back to qatar?:D

JayAlX: Umm well we don't know yet, but before the summer is over for sure! :p

FayAlX: Ohh! We well see you soon then like finally!:D

JayAlX: LOL!

FayAlX: btw shouldn't you be sleeping right now?

JayAlX: tben ilfaka ha, hatha wyhi etha klmtch mara thanya, Nas ytmnooun klma mny w enty t9rfeny HUUH ! 3-|

FayAlX: La22 please Jay talk to me, I'll die if you didn't, PLEASE I'm begging you TALK TO ME!!:'(

JayAlX: bfkr !8-|

FayAlX : Malat, brad pitt w ana madry /:

JayAlX: HUH wsh feh hatha akthar mny? I'm hotter 7beebtyy! /:)

FayAlX: Hahahha '97ktnyy, Mlee'3 abad mat'3yyr! 8-|

JayAlX: 6al3 3leek:*

FayAlX: yaazeenk 3yaal!:D

FayAlX: ok yala bnam ana, good night!<3

JayAlX: good night, Fay. <3


I smiled & instantly fell asleep.

I loved our conversations so much,
I really didn't want that to change,
I know that I love him too,
&maybe more.
But I'm afraid that I will lose him.
I don't want to lose his friendship
I really don't want to.
 &how I can be myself when I talk to him, he's the only guy that I can be comfortable with.
he's perfect as a friend, as my guy friend.

Just a friend.

I don't know what will happen
if we moved to the next step?
But I guess I'll just have to find out soon,
Cause I'm planning to confess
& tell him about my feelings towards him anytime soon
I'll risk our friendship & whatever it takes.

The next day I opened my eyes.

Unlocked my phone ..
I found 3 miss calls from Fatma.

What does she wants?
Did something bad happen? Well I hope not.

I instantly called her.

When she finally picked up & said.

"Aloo" she said.

" Alo, Hala fatma 9ayr shay?" I said.

" La2 bs knt aby as2l wsh 9ar ams?" She said

"Ma9ar shay, 9krt elsalfa." I said

"Ee okay, a7sn."she said

I heard noise..

" Enty wen? Asm3 9out bnat?" I said

" Haa? La m7d flbet!" She sounded nervous.


I heard a girl calling her & saying.
" 7bebyyeih 5la9 skr, mlet bdouunk!:(" her voice was so girly & GROSS!!

"Mt2kdaa?" I laughed.

" Leh t'3aren?" She teased.

" Haha la 7bebty lesh a'3ar w 3ndy jassem?;)" I said

I don't know what happened , I guess I just didn't want her to think that
I was jealous or anything..
Uh I suck.


"Aha 5lk m3ah 3yal." she sighed.

" Chub yalla bye." I said

We hung up

I unlocked my blackberry.
Went to the bbm.

Jassem talked to me.


JayAlX: Good morning fefee<3

I replied him.

Checked the other chats.

NoufAlX: I'm staying with albandri the whole week btw.

FayAlX: she's your friend, kefch w allah yshfeha I'll come and visit later:*

But there was another chat that caught my eyes.

It was Nour's






NourAlX: Fay, we need to talk.